Decided to change my layout. The other was just a bit too busy for me, though it was very pretty. This one is by
enamour at
appleleaf.
Okay, to update from Monday's entry: I won't be getting a reply from UEA until next month, when the A level results come out, because it would not be fair to accept a near-miss like me before looking at those who get through straight away from the A levels.
I understand and everything but I wish I just
knew where I was going so that I could get in touch with Essex in case I go there. It's not a bad university to be honest; I was really wondering if I should just go there instead of UEA at one point, but over time I've kind of come to have my heart set on UEA without realising it. Like you don't know how much you want something until it's denied from you.
Anyway. Component marks come out next week so I can get my English exams re-marked if I'm close to the six I need. In the meantime I'm going to get used to the idea of going to Essex so that I don't get as disappointed next month. Essex has some really good student union events so I should be happy if I go there. I just hope I don't end up in the towers. *shudders*
At least I have sent off my student finance stuff finally.
On another note, we may not be doing
Animal Farm at drama after all. The idea was that we do this by September so that those of us who are going off to uni in the autumn get to do one last production before we leave (there's about three, maybe four of us). But since our last production (in March - performed on my eighteenth) we've had a group of people join who are not as... committed as they ought to be. Read: They show up late, do nothing but eat each other's faces and chat and then promptly walk out of the session during the warm-up, before we even begin work on the play. They're paying £3.50 a week to do bugger all and I want to slap their faces in.
And it doesn't help that they are little emo kids obsessed with Twilight. These are the kinds of fans who nearly scared me out of the fandom. Ugh. The general feeling at the moment is that we won't get anything done by September unless these people actually do something for once. Which they won't, because that is just the way they are. We may put on something smaller as a smaller group and just ignore those who don't turn up enough. I don't know. Barrie's going to tell us next week if we're doing it for not.
Anyway, I digress. I need to find a job. Will probably end up waitressing. The hairdressers' is asking for models but I'm scared to let someone cut my hair, even if it is free or paid or whatever, because I know I would look awful with the kinds of hairstyles they want to practise on people.
Hmm... This entry went a bit more emo than I intended. Ah well, everyone has their days. I just needed to complain to someone/something not connected to the situation and my friend is not on MSN like usual. :/